I was in a relationship for two years. My boyfriend and I, we both work 12 hrs a day. The problem is that every time I call him he never answers the phone or even when I try to email him he never answers his phone.
I spend a lot of nights thinking about why he is doing this to me, I even cried a lot so many nights and I never could find an answer to this. He loves me a lot and I do too, and we were making plans on moving to an apartment to live together, but everything start changing since then.
He went and rented the appartment and he never even showed me where he lives now. We had an argument one day about him not answering the phone and he told me he wanted to break up with me so he sent me an email telling me that he don't want to hear about me any more. I was so hurt, cause I really love him a lot..I can't imagine my life without him!!!
Then since we work in the same place we were seeing each other every day going to work and coming back. He sent me an email and asked me if we can be best friends and I wondered why he wanted to do that. Since I loved him so much I decided to be best friends with him.
One night he invited me to go out and watch a movie with him. While we were watching the movie he started kissing me and touching me and he was telling me that he is sorry for everything he said, he wants to be with me forever.
This is my first relationship and I am really confused, I don't know what to do. I wish I could just leave him and never come back, but I love him so much. He keeps telling me that he doesn't want nobody else but me but I am not sure what he really feels about me.
One day he tells me he is in love with me, one day don't want to know about me, he doesn't answer the phone when I call him cause he tells me he is tired because he gets most of the phone calls about work. I don't know please tell me something, I want to be with him and I am scared of that..what should I do?