Hello I have been watching gay porn for a while now and I dont know what to do. I can't stop watching it just like i can't stop watching porn period. But I'am beginning to think something is worng with me I look at men having oral sex with other men. I don't like to watch it but It's like I have to. I don't like guys or anything but I can't help but wounder it this is the beginning of me being gay? I'm not turned on by it i just look at it but I have to look at it. Is this all apart of being addicted to porn or is this something more. I have a wife and new baby and I'm confused. Does any one have any suggestions on this is issue?