i am in love with a gay

Gay Issues and Problems

hi am 21 years and i am in love with the person of the same age.the problem is that i dont think he is a normal person because his movement is for ladies and the clothes he buys also explain the same.The big issue is that everytime when we are ready for sex he will then drop it and tell me we will have it another time.we have 4 years now and we didnot have sex either but we kissed and hugged.what can i do because i love him?