I don't know why I am posting this but just felt like I needed to tell 'someone'.

My boyfriend looks at porn on the pc. That I can just about cope with. But ysterday to my horror I found out he had looked at an escort site.

I was horrified. I confronted him about it straight away and he passed it off as a link from a porn site and he was 'just curious'.Just curious!!!!!! How can you be just curious about something like that???

We both ended up in tears and he said he would never even consider anything like that.

But my head is all over the place today. Why would you look at something like that?? You must be wanting to know more and why want to know more? For what reason?

Part of me is trying to let this go...but it really has hurt and left me not knowing who he really is anymore. I told him I felt like I didn't know the real him....he said there was nothing to know and he was just stupid for looking at it. But what am I to believe???

Am I over reacting here? Or what? I just can't trust my own feelings anymore, just wanted to get other peoples views if possible?

I have in the past found explicit photos of an ex g/friend on his pc, and that was passed off as he 'forgot they were there'. That was bad enough but this?

Any help / advice would be really appreciated.