yesterday I lost my virginity to a man that I dont know. Well I know him but I dont know enough about him to say that my experience was worth while. I hated every minute of it. I feel dirty, I dont have an appetite, I want to be alone all of the time and the thought of sex makes me sick. I wish I could erase everything. If I could turn back the hands of time I would do in a heartbeat! At times I wish I would just die, I hate myself now. I dont know what to do? I have no one to talk to? I wish I could climb under a rock and disappear. I dont know whats going on with me. I cry at the craziest times and I want all of this to stop. I know what I did was wrong, unsafe and stupid. Not to mention, when i told this man to stop he continued to go faster and harder. My entire bed was filled with blood, and I am still bleeding. I dont know what to do, whom to tell. I just know I hate feeling like this. I want this to go away. I wish I could runaway. If I knew how to get over this and more on with my life that I would, but I can't. I get sick just thinking about that night. I even get sick when I look at the opposite sex...

can someone please help me,
A cry out for help